She gave a small smile," you know me too well... yeh I was."

"whats he doing now?" Jasmin asked a bit perturbed. she had grown to slowly disslike BLane. he was just....there was something about him she didn't like at all

"Nothing... thats the problem. He seems... distant," she said struggling to put exactly how she felt he was into words.

she nodded, " well," she sighed. she wanted her friend to forget about him but she knew that wasn't going to happen i na million years, " have you talked to him?"

She shook her head, 'Not yet, but I think I will, when I get the chance.'

"Have you given the idea of moving with me any more thought?" Jasmin asked

"Yes... " she said, not sure how to continue.

Jasmin waited for a monet then prodded her on, " And...?"

She sighed again, 'I dont think I can do it Jas.'

"why not?" she asked but didn't wait for a respone, " beacuse of Blane? Cara..."

"Yes ok," she said, becoming impatient. "Sorry, I didn't mean to snap."

She sighed, " You love him I get it but he doesn't love you." she said sadly," or has he said he does and I just don't know about it?"

She'd got her there, "What makes you think he dosn't love me?" she asked.

"I don't want to be harsh Cera but I think I need to be." she said trying to say this as nicely as she could, " He's so much older than you and for crying out loud you are still in school and he is a sucessful doctor." she looked down at her cup then back up, " if It were me Cera, I don't think I would. I mean he is really good looking and probably has a lot mroe girls...more his age going after him. what do you have to offer him that they don't? it just...it doesn't seem like the ods are in your favore."

After Jessa had left, Cam got dressed and went out on the balcony. As she watched the cars driving by, she checked her phone, no new messages. She sighed and pulled out a cigarette. She didn't know how things could get more complicated.