"It's really complicated, I guess it kinda started after you left, I really should start there, otherwise this could get confusing," she said.

Jasmin nodded, " I'm listening."

"Ok so, I can't remeber how long it was after you left, not too much. Cam had come over just to check up on me, we talked for a bit then she left to go and do some work. I was alone. Then... Wick," she choaked a little on his name but continued, "he came over, I let him in, and he had a coke at my invitation. He said he would look around the house, make sure it was safe and all that, routine check. So I showed him around. We got to my room, and he shut the door behind him, locking it, locking me and him in there, together." It all began to rush back into her head, she took a deep breath, "I asked what he was doing, he told me I was skinnyer than he usually chose," she said with a humourless laugh, "he came toward me, told me i was fisty... then pushed me down on my bed." she swallowed, Jas didn't need to know details, "all in all, I was saved by Cam returning, he didn't get as far as he hoped he would, he tried to pin it on me but Cam was having nothing of it. I went back to hers, Blane returned and I went to the hospital, told on him and his Trials in a few weeks," she finished.

"Holy Crap." Jasmin said trying to get ahold of herself, " who was this Whick person?"

"He was a police officer, Blane knew him, worked with him before. I met him that night Blane got beaten up, Blane asked him and Cam to check up on me while he was away, he had no idea," she replied.

'Oh my God...wow....I am so sorry." Jasmin didn't know what else to say

"That was when I relalised I loved him," she said quietly.

this lost Jasmin, " what...when you narwoly escaped a rape?"

"I thought he was gonna go through with it, I'd given up, stopped fighting. I closed my eyes," she said in a whisper, "and his face, it came to me, he was my saviour."

Jasmin couldn't even imagine, " wow...well....I..." she didn't have anythign to say

"I know it sounds crazy," she said in a small voice.

"No...not at all..." Jasmin said shaking her head, " no its kind of cool."

She snorted, "In a wierd clingy, slightly obsesive way."

Jasmin chuckled, " don't get down on yourself because you think you are too obsesive." Jasmin said, " I think its neet. have you ever told him?"

"No, no way," she replied.