he nodded, " I know but I had a chat with Cam and she's not going to say anything. we just have to be careful." and he had to be doubly careful.

"No I didn't think Cam would, but yes we do, very careful," she replied with a sigh.

he too sighed. he felt that phisical contact helped him keep his mind off of Cam and the possibility that was there.

She looked up at him, just looked into his eyes.

he so wanted to ask her if they had to be careful in the safety of the appartment but figured he would hold his tungue. he had to be the adult here.

"What are you thinking?" she asked, her eyebrows pulled together slighty, his eyes were too hard to read, he had his emotions under control and gave nothing away.

he chuckled, " I was just trying to convince myself to keep my hands to myself."

She smiled, "Don't get me wrong, I would have no objection, but..."

oh she really should not have said that, " yeah...." they were in the privacey...no...he...he took a deep breath. he had to keep his head on straight

She smiled again, "Sorry, am I making it harder to resist?" she asked.

he chuckled and nodded, " its ok."

"Glad to hear that," she replied, the smile still playing across her lips.

but it wasn't ok. everything in him was begging him to go to cam and love on her but he couldn't and so the pedelum swun...Cera...Cam....Cera...Cam...one month...wow that seemed like forever

He said nothing and she could almost seen the cogs in his head grinding, they were working hard, his mind seemed full of stuff, he was almost... distracted.

he leaned up agaisnt the counter looking at her