Us (me) Against the World RPG

**iminlovewithedwardcullen** · Subject: Re: Us (me) Against the World RPG Thu Jan 01, 2009 6:11 pm

"Yeah I hope so, I just... never seen it that way," she sat down heavily.

**~dazzled~** · Subject: Re: Us (me) Against the World RPG Thu Jan 01, 2009 6:16 pm

~MJ~ wrote:

she put her free hand on the back of his neck and slid it up into her hair. she could learn to love matt. she could.

His fingers tightened around hers and he deepened the kiss. If only she could love him. Know one would ever be loved as much as he loved her.

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**~MJ~** · Subject: Re: Us (me) Against the World RPG Thu Jan 01, 2009 6:20 pm

he nodded," most people who deal with this sort fo thing dont but its the way it is. I'm just glad I was able to find you before it was past the point of no return." she wrapped her legs around him her hand tingtening in his hair. ehat had she seen in James that Matt didn't rival? there was nothing. nothing greater in James she...just...what was it. ob session? perhaps.

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well now that its Monday I felt I needed to update. I have bronchitis so I won't be on for a few more days. sorry.

**iminlovewithedwardcullen** · Subject: Re: Us (me) Against the World RPG Thu Jan 01, 2009 6:21 pm

~MJ~ wrote:

he nodded," most people who deal with this sort fo thing dont but its the way it is. I'm just glad I was able to find you before it was past the point of no return."

"You mean... you think i could have actually killed myself, I wouldn't have stopped?" she asked looking up at him, her eyes almost scared.

**~MJ~** · Subject: Re: Us (me) Against the World RPG Thu Jan 01, 2009 6:26 pm

he sighed sitting down as well, " Cera...its like anyone with anysort of addiction. sometimes they are able to stop without help and sometimes not."

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well now that its Monday I felt I needed to update. I have bronchitis so I won't be on for a few more days. sorry.

**~dazzled~** · Subject: Re: Us (me) Against the World RPG Thu Jan 01, 2009 6:30 pm

~MJ~ wrote:

she wrapped her legs around him her hand tingtening in his hair. ehat had she seen in James that Matt didn't rival? there was nothing. nothing greater in James she...just...what was it. ob session? perhaps.

He pulled away gently but held her close. "Jasmin..." He whispered. "Thank you for hanging on...for living." He gently stroked her cheek. "Thank you so much."

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**iminlovewithedwardcullen** · Subject: Re: Us (me) Against the World RPG Thu Jan 01, 2009 6:31 pm

~MJ~ wrote:

he sighed sitting down as well, " Cera...its like anyone with anysort of addiction. sometimes they are able to stop without help and sometimes not."

"I could have killed myself, I go on at Jas about it, feel my mother abandomed me by taking her own life and then my brother yet I'm... just as bad," she replied slowly, taking it all in.

**~MJ~** · Subject: Re: Us (me) Against the World RPG Thu Jan 01, 2009 6:37 pm

he nodded, " Cera that happens but you are stronger. I mean look at oyu. you are actually trying to get help now." she smiled and let go her hold on his hair, " thank you for believeing in me."

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well now that its Monday I felt I needed to update. I have bronchitis so I won't be on for a few more days. sorry.

**iminlovewithedwardcullen** · Subject: Re: Us (me) Against the World RPG Thu Jan 01, 2009 6:38 pm

~MJ~ wrote:

he nodded, " Cera that happens but you are stronger. I mean look at you. you are actually trying to get help now."

"Yeah... Yeah i, i guess," she replied, though rather numbly.

**~MJ~** · Subject: Re: Us (me) Against the World RPG Thu Jan 01, 2009 6:41 pm

he reached accross the table and took her hand, " Cera...you...it will get better."

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well now that its Monday I felt I needed to update. I have bronchitis so I won't be on for a few more days. sorry.

**~dazzled~** · Subject: Re: Us (me) Against the World RPG Thu Jan 01, 2009 6:44 pm

~MJ~ wrote:

she smiled and let go her hold on his hair, " thank you for believeing in me."

He smiled and rested his forehead on hers. "You're welcome." He brought her hand up to his lips and kissed it gently. "You are so welcome."

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**iminlovewithedwardcullen** · Subject: Re: Us (me) Against the World RPG Thu Jan 01, 2009 6:46 pm

~MJ~ wrote:

he reached accross the table and took her hand, " Cera...you...it will get better."

"What were you gonna say?" she asked, "when you said you...,what were you gonna say?"

**~MJ~** · Subject: Re: Us (me) Against the World RPG Thu Jan 01, 2009 6:55 pm

she closed her eyes, " you are so amazing Matt...you really are." he looked down at her hand in his, " I was going to say you are one step ahead of most people in your situation."

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well now that its Monday I felt I needed to update. I have bronchitis so I won't be on for a few more days. sorry.

**iminlovewithedwardcullen** · Subject: Re: Us (me) Against the World RPG Thu Jan 01, 2009 6:56 pm

~MJ~ wrote:

he looked down at her hand in his, " I was going to say you are one step ahead of most people in your situation."

"How?" she asked confused.

**~MJ~** · Subject: Re: Us (me) Against the World RPG Thu Jan 01, 2009 7:00 pm

"Because like I said before you are actually asking for Help Cera, you wnat to change. you aren't just cooking up some excuse. you are trying."

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well now that its Monday I felt I needed to update. I have bronchitis so I won't be on for a few more days. sorry.