"well I hope you think that in a few months." he said kissing her neck, " I hope you still think that."

"I'm positive I will," she assured him. "Absolutely positive."

he smiled, " I'm glad."

"What do you want to do first after we're married?" she asked after a moment or two of silence.

he thought for a moment, " just go somewhere. you know get away for a while."

"That sounds like a good idea," she smiled and leant her head on his shoulder.

he lead them in small slwo cirlces as the song progressed then died and everyone clapped. what if she didn't feel this way about him when she got hormonal? what if she hated him after they gave up the babies? it scared him to think....what if he lost her?

AJ pulled away gently, smiling as she joined in the clapping. Her mind wasn't as morose as Ben's, she was thinking about the wedding and everything they could do after the wedding, all the places they could possibly go and all the alone time they could have.

he was smiling as well with everyone else but his heart sank to the bottoms of his feet. what if? there was always that possibility.

"Do you want to dance more? Or shall we sit?" she asked as the clapping died down and another song began to play.

"whatever you want to do."

"Let's have another dance, and then we can sit," she suggested. She could tell there was something a little fake about his smile, but she saved that to think about later, when they could talk in private.

"Ok,' he said as they started dancing again

She leaned her forhead against his, still smiling. "You're amazing, you know that?"

he chuckled, " or so you think."